we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Wednesday, December 16, 2009

16 Dec 09

i thought my dad cannot level up in the 'ihateyou' section anymore.
apparently i was wrong.

anyway,
today first time perform in public!!
good start cause it looked like noone was really looking.
good for building confidence.(:
coolcool.

without school,
the burden of family increased like shit.
parents dont really realise that as a non-grown-up,
holidays should be slack.
left treasured.
i mean cmon.
do adults get well deserved holidays?
maybe a few days, a week even.
this is partly why i dont really like holidays.
oh please.
give me a break.
or else i'll take a break myself.

oh pissoff. i've been real pissed off the whole day.
except in public.
maybe i should find a public job.

funny that i cannot pen down all my thoughts.
i guess this is what you call 'forgetting your troubles.'
then again,
awhile later it comes back and stacks together,
creating an IMBA headache and PISSY mood.

eugene's blog has been put in one of the loads when i startup firefox.
(:
HAHA thenaesh gave me a good solution from my dad.
but how to find the solution?.

9:32 PM

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