we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Thursday, January 14, 2010

14 Jan 10

i am calm now.
but my decision remains the same.
i am going to do my best to move out when i reach 21.
for now,
i am going to focus on my studies.
i am stopping games after end of this month (not much interest left anyway)
i am going to stay in touch with my friends.
i am going to make new friends in my new school (wherever it may be)
i am going to have plentiful of food at night to keep my night life active.
i will try to keep fit,
maybe improve my arm muscles and definitely try hone for six packs.
if i get into MJ,
i am going to stay in touch with ashley, myo, maybe seb,
and people who get in MJ which i am close to.
i am going to keep in touch with my close mates who arent in MJ.
i am going to join air pistols.

i will not let distractions like him get into my way.

11:23 AM

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