we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Thursday, January 14, 2010

14 Jan 10

i am in 2 minds.
but the vj mind dominated.

im sorry mj people.
i'd thought i lost all hope in vj,
when i tried IP in 2007,
tried dsa in 2009.
i thought i couldnt make it.
i gave up all hope.

but today vjc string ensemble called me,
and offered me a place in their string ensemble,
and as well as VJC.
and..
well i based on the fact that its closer,
and that more of my good friends are here.

sorry myo,
sorry sebastian (especially, because we wanted to go air pistols together in MJ),
sorry ashley,
sorry james.

but i think my route is VJC.

really hope ur general appeal success man.
if not, ill definitely stay close in touch with u.

god really works wonders at your lowest and worst time in life.

6:27 PM

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