we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Thursday, February 25, 2010

25 Feb 10

happy birthday haozhi!
from today on its the 11th year of friendship.

received a letter from my angel today.
thanks. hope to be able to write a letter back to u haha.

love cheer.
if training dates change,
i dont get into house comm,
ill seriously consider cheer.

class is getting better i hope.
with some exceptions who 'really made my day'.

seriously lah.
if this was a boy's school back in vs i'll swear like fountain.
but lucky you this is a mixed school and i have an image to keep.

what's the fun in tarnishing others' images?
self satisfaction, self sadism.
well, get a sadist ahbeng for a boyfriend and hope he screws u upside down.

done with angry rant.
run 4.8km, cheer, bbq (if i manage to get permission from parents in time).
ganbatte.

by the way,
im giving up being nice to those who dont bother being nice to me.

yeah whatever im sensitive.
get a life and reciprocate, fools.

11:08 PM

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