we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Friday, March 5, 2010

imnotreadybut

5 Mar 10

today was happier than yesterday.
i like the sun's heat on my skin.
although it makes me sweat but the feeling's damn nice.

i like sweating.
it makes me feel human.

i passed mock napfa.
no more third period pe for now.
i feel damn bad for marcus because he helped me like. ALL the way and he missed his SBJ by 2cm cause he had training which wore him out on tuesday.
great friend.

im sorry for giving 'dao' faces.
im just too tired to think.
sometimes you talk to me then i take 2-3 seconds to process then you look away.
sorry.
sorry.
sorry.

i like my hair on the front.
sides too thick.
back is nice.

too bad they're long.
ill try to cut something nice tomorrow.

im really happy for such good friends.
really contented.

i aim to:
be a better friend; a happy friend;
a dependable friend; a capable friend;
be a weightless load that makes everyone happy.
be a lovable, huggable friend.

and i gotta be less emo.

i dont know.

10:49 PM

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