13 April 10

lots of things to say today.

shall start chronologically.
i definitely need more sleep.
hoping to sleep at 9+ today.
eyes been drooping since morning.
have been sneaking small nap sessions into lessons / breaks.

went to tj today,
saw many vs pals.
zhenwei, definitely my good buddy who's lasted with me since
primary school to secondary school to now,
eugene, awesome buddy and for a really really short time,
tablemates.(wonder if u still remember.)
houchen, best chinabuddy. nuff said.
saw andres,
someone who i still hope to be pals again.
because i dont believe we should dull because of a short misunderstanding / a short misguidance.
mingxuan, not-too-close but cool buddy nonetheless.
miss all of them and their cool attitudes.
i miss being bastardy.
but its one attitude im likely not going to adopt for the coming 2 years.

had a fun experience in the rain.
6 people shared 2 umbrellas.
felt like something relaxing has happened in this time period of my life.

then i went home.
and violin.
but my teacher got admitted into hospital.
pray he gets well soon.

and then there's the emo bit.

dont really know how to put this directly,
but i'll try.
just a personal feeling.
i feel that if you want to show concern,
shouldnt it be like to be listening to his/her problems more than wanting to say your own?
maybe it's just me but if u really want to rant,
hope u can rant after i'm done sorting my thoughts?
dont really see how listening to ur problems will help me get better.
there's definitely a time and place for everything.
maybe it sounds a bit exaggerated. cant put it properly into words.

and the only current thing troubling me now cannot be said in words.

birdkwtdwisdilwytitoyesmotd.
imttwylom,stm,lwm.
niscawyl.
atahciwbm,
ipadhtwcbt.
iowcbc.

asdfgh.