The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

we always hope for things that dont exist.
I'm standing under a white flag

Saturday, April 17, 2010

17 April 10

a car ride around the city does wonders in your head.
been sorting things out.

i guess i have either become resilient,
or accepted the changes in my life,
or im just acting strong now and will crumble later.

strings.
since i have no choice to stay in it,
i guess the only meaningful thing in my life i could do is to stay strong and happy in strings.
not let pressurising things like violin skills sway me.
not let peer pressure sway me.

house committee.
i really hope i can get in so that it'll at least make my life neutral instead of the current negativity in strings.
i dont want to disappoint you.

family.
my sister's getting distant from me,
we hardly know what happens in our lives anymore
other than the general idea me = school and her = work and boyfriend.
i want to try to get stronger family bonds.
so we'll all be happy.

feelings.
i guess i have little choice but to put it away for now.
hope friendship will be content enough for me.

but just know i wont die,
it wont die.



11:23 PM


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