we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Tuesday, April 20, 2010

20 April 10

nowadays when i press "New Post",

and i see the writing box,
i stop and think..

what should i write?
what should i not write?
who's looking at this blog?
what are my restrictions?

its hard to hide stuff up your blog.

should i change blog? should i make it private?
how private is described as private?

oh oh now i feel like changing blog skin.
but then again it looks nicer than usual.
meaningful.

i wonder when's the right moment.
then i wonder what're you thinking.

now all sorts of thoughts flood my mind.
strings, homework, PI, hellgoodbye, clothes.

then i focus back again.
gosh low attention span.

then i posted what i previously wrote,
and re-read it,
and was led back to the 'restrictions' so i had to delete some parts.
im sorry.):

have a great day ahead.

9:11 PM

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