30 April 10

and my eyes are droopy but im not tired.

so today was a rather fulfilling day?
was very satisfied with napfa.
got a B for 2.4 run.
which timing was 11min23sec.

but the run taught me something.
that whatever you do,
when you feel like giving up,
dont stop.
even if you stop,
dont stop too long.
the feeling would only get worse if you stop.

in my run,
i was sprinting 2 rounds.
jogging 2 rounds.
during the last 2 rounds,
i saw my friend walking.
it was a demoralising feeling when you are already half dead, jogging all you got,
and your friend already gave up.
thus i gave up with him,
i walked with him.
i told him dont stop.
i pushed him.
he went forward.
i couldnt take it and ended up the one walking.

but after that i realised that if i give up now this whole run would have been in naught.
then i ran again,
with more confidence than when i stopped to walk.
and i overtook my jogging friend.

its not about whats alot or whats little.
its about how you set your mind to doing it.
and my mind certainly needs alot of improvement on that.
to continue running is but a small mental effort.
to continue in everything else..


thus,
my napfa score was a whopping 29 / 30 points.
damn awesome.

but the week's not good at all.


then there was class dinner/swaveboarding session.
its fun i guess.
you ponners should have came.
it would have been better.

and i think im getting sick.
throat getting sore-r by the day.
and had slight fever last night.

shit i need to drink less coke and more qingcao (chinchao).

i shall try to put it down as much as i can.