we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Sunday, May 23, 2010

23 May 10

a penny for your thoughts.

recently im having headaches quite often.
and i dont usually have headaches.
dont even remember headaches last year.

its ironic that when i converse i feel estranged in the web at the same time.
this stupid web that i would love to roll and keep,
yet its the stupid web that ties me so i cant move anywhere for the fear of breaking the web.
and once the web is broken all hell will break loose.

i need to slowly get out of the web.
then i can move on.

i dont want to let my mind to wander either.
gosh its hard.

and i need to get my studies straight.

shitman im just tying more webs onto myself.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH STUPID NICK HAN.

9:43 PM

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