6 May 10

i still think the word 'love' is used one time too much out of context.

yup,
i didnt get into house comm.
my cca didnt allow it.

ohwell.
im not sad.
maybe a little resigned.
a little pissed here and there.
but at the end of the day,
i console myself with some nice sentences.
that
i know i made it at the end of the day,
i was recognised and i had the potential.

and im not saying this out of sore-loserness cause i really feel proud for myself.

haha,
sometimes i feel that im capable of almost anything.

i pass in basketball,
pass in soccer,
in floorball (which i currently like quite a lot),
in table tennis,
bowling,
badminton,
tennis.
29 points for napfa this year yay.
although it sucks that
'jack of all trades is a master of none'

yup, confidence is the key.
but pray that im not over-confident and pray that i improve on it.

feelings-wise,
confused.
as usual.
will cross the bridge when it comes.

life now isnt good at all.
my colours are falling off my life.

many many many of them.
im left with a handful.
able to count with 1 hand.

Oh by the way,
this further enhances my hate for Strings.
good job.

my heart is still a padlocked arrow,
but the key hasn't come yet.
neither has the bullseye.

current likings:
1) floorball
2) swaveboarding
3) bullseye

wonders if i should still concentrate on studies,
because my mind tells me that so much but my heart equally wants me to run away.