we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Wednesday, July 14, 2010

14 July 10

it's good that my internet was offed while i was posting something yesterday.

im procrastinating.
it's really bad.
really really bad.

i want to spend my allowance.
on something.

im trying not to hate school because there's no point.

and there's no point for a 'you' in my blogposts.

and i really feel like sleeping,
and i really feel like improving my maths.

and i really need to do pw.
and i really need to practice violin.
and i really need to catch up on my work.

and i need to shut my parents mouths up.
and i need more freedom.

and i need to stop whining and just get on with it.

and i need to be fit.

and i need to express myself somehow, some way.

i want to learn korean,
cantonese,
drawing,
violin,
floorball,
computer skills.

just to express myself better.

6:19 PM

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