we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Sunday, July 18, 2010

20 July 10

i want to change,
i hope im able to.

im looking for change.
change in my study attitude,
change in my violin playing,
change in my family,
change in attitude to friends.
change in myself.

im currently sick,
weak.
high temperature,
brain working harder than usual.
thinking more than usual.

i want to dance.
LOL.

cold wind's blowing in and my fan isnt on and im cold.

i need to chiong eom today..
what else?
i need to study. (less priority today since im sick.)
tomorrow there's practice.
really wanna go.

i wanna heal.
24mp.

my mom says she wants to go to gramercy or synwin this saturday to get my violin accessories.
whee.

i miss days when everything was less stressful.

hope for days when i have more freedom,
really hope for the time i can spread my wings and leave the house.
although my mom says she wants me in this house until she dies.
or something.

11:42 PM

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