The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

we always hope for things that dont exist.
I'm standing under a white flag

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

21 July 10

sometimes you have too many sad things in life that you just forget what you're sad for and you break down.
sometimes you dont know how to put these sad things in words.
sometimes you dont want to put these sad things in words.
sometimes you forget what the words were when you first thought of it.
sometimes you try to be optimistic and end up failing plus forgetting the sad thing.

sometimes its a little of everything that makes something.

i can remember some sad things which i will not pen down,
i cannot remember some sad things which will definitely come back again,
im feeling empty.
inside my skin,
there's nothing.

can i control sensitivity? overthinking?
can i remove the 'emo' that people see in me?

being an 'average' kid in secondary school was better than being an 'under-average' DSA student in vjc now.
at least in secondary school there wasnt much things to think about.

till now,
im still an in-between.
i favour arts but im in science.

its like homework.
i'm stabbed everywhere but i dont know which dagger to pull first and how to pull it.

what is the meaning.
in all of this.



9:12 PM


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