24 July 10
(12.16am)

so i watched 2 movies today.

inception was really a thought-provoking movie.
if these things could happen,
would you choose to live in the real world or in your own?
then again if you quit halfway you'd be an old man inside a young man's shell.
if my brain could work 20 times faster when im not sleeping.
damn.

and then karate kid was another hopeful movie about a kid learning karate to gain respect.

and katong laksa lunch.

and speech day college day.
agree with tayby tweet.
victorian anthem should have been for vs,
unique.
although miss sharma might say that vs-vj relationship is very good and sports day was held in ITE only cause field was needed for YOG,
i bet there's still some thorns in the stalk.

the way i remember it,
vs-guys were the ones singing the anthem with gusto and didnt care whether your voice cracks.
the way that happened today,
out of everyone around me,
i could hear only 1 girl doing the same,
the rest were keeping their mouths shut.
and i had to do the same for the sake of social context.

this doesnt look like victorian spirit to me.

then again,
we can never be the same again.

'Do not bring memories into your dreams because they will define or destroy who you are.'
i should do the same too.
look forward into the future, dont look back.

and thus i need to complete PW and PBL tomorrow.
and survey.
how.

if it werent for you i could have been a better person in there,
made better choices,
better friends.
not people who do things behind your back and act.
looking back,
it makes sense,
and it disgusts me.
i do not tolerate people doing things behind one's back.

you disgust me.