The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

we always hope for things that dont exist.
I'm standing under a white flag

Sunday, July 4, 2010




4 July 10

going out to town later with sk,hh,yy.
i need to get out of this goddamn house before i go mad.
everything's looking fine from the outside but you cant help it when your mom goes on with her usual suanning and suanning and you couldnt take it and you had to retaliate.
cmon man that isnt the way to tolerate.
or is it.

i need my parents to stop wanting me to turn back to the age of 7.
'but you last time always dont mind what.'
'but we last time also no need take pills to remember things.' -to my sis.
ohyeah of course 'si bei' aka dead memorising may work,
but will it work in a fast paced restaurant where your orders dont come from menus but from the chef deciding what to cook for the guests course by course?
and last time people who failed in life ended up as coffee shop uncles, mom.
not everyone excels in life.

ah yes i want to read up on string theory.
it DOES exist. kudos to big bang theory.

relying on the floorball stick and the pull up bar to keep myself fit.
worried about my feet,
will they sprint as fast as before?

gosh i want to escape so so so much badly.
ill probably get scolded by God for being a loser when i die.
'noob. never play the game of life before ar.'



11:24 AM


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