we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Wednesday, July 7, 2010

7 July 10

im feeling really bad about some people.
sometimes i feel they're fickle,
sometimes they're acting stupid,
sometimes they're trying to gain attention.

i dont know.
i got an S for chem and an E for bio.
really sad about my chem.
but honestly, what can i say. i didnt study. i have no one to blame.

the only question is whether i can study for EOY.
yup, looked forward already.
i need to get this streak to study and all that shit.

and i somehow half understand my family.
my dad's just shit because of his personality.
and its hard to change.
wait, impossible to change.
so i'll just wait till i get my own house where i have things my way.
there's nothing i can do to influence the decisions my parents make for me,
the only thing i should do is study hard.
fulstop.

10:58 PM

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