The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

we always hope for things that dont exist.
I'm standing under a white flag

Friday, August 13, 2010

13 Aug 10

i think i probably want to change blogskin during the weekends.
its getting boring TTM.

im still lost in my life.
what do i really want to achieve?

i know what i want for my non-academic goals.
seriously.

dont change your view of me,
but i want to be well connected.
i just want to know everyone.
and know them well.
and i want them to know my name and face at least.

i want to excel in what i do.
i dont like people looking at me like a noob.
i want them to at least view me as an equal.

i want to have good friends to bitch to,
to talk to,
to hang out with.
so as to cover the shit i go through at home.
seems selfish but when i say it like that its like its my side of the story.
okay its a mutual thing alright,
dont get me wrong.

then again.
im not open enough too.

academics is just really daunting.
dont know what happened in the past 10 years,
im just deteriorating.
i had half a mind to put it aside.

this half a mind is freaking hard to conquer.

and as the song plays repeatedly i feel my life being wasted away.
time is an asshole.

that hole is still mending.
wont ever be perfect again.



9:27 PM


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