The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

we always hope for things that dont exist.
I'm standing under a white flag

Sunday, August 15, 2010


gotta stop the date-habit due to the new skin.

bad day today.

im reaching my limit already.
today this happened:

we were going home from cousin's house.
we brought bandit.

my mom asked "why you dont like your pet ar."
"huh, why i dont like my pet?"
"ya."
"since when. i like what."
"why u answer until like that. just say no la."
"if i asked you why you so petty then what you think first is 'im petty meh'?"
".. i dont want to talk to you." - in that frickin pissed tone.
doesnt talk to me for the rest of the day.

so my fault la,
im supposed to say sorry issit?
not like one-time-off event only.
so many weekends also pissed at me for no reason.
tell me how to tolerate.
how to show that 100% happy face in school?
how to show a single happy face to my family?

another example:
something happened which wasnt related to me and my sis' fault then my mom was scolding us.
me: "k lah what for find fault. my fault?"
"no i not finding fault what."
"okay lor."
"say sorry."

say what i must open myself more.
when army comes i swear im not coming home for my free days.



7:41 PM


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