we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Friday, August 6, 2010

6 Aug 10

in 10 hours ill be in the car to malaysia.

first time drive there.
ah well.

i dont know if i dread or am excited to go there.
im excited;
i want to spend some quality time shopping, exploring there.
im dreading;
dreading the 4 days that will only be filled with my parents and sis.

just tonight alone;
my dad made me find my sister's passport in her room while he just kp-ed and watched shows on his comp,
asked me 'have you packed' for 3 times while all 3 times i said yes then he said 'check.'
asked me to turn off the lights when he turned it on and went off,

ah enough about ranting.

im gonna miss everyone, everything in singapore.
friends.

tweeting, facebooking, blogging, surfing blogs, checking email, msn.
its going to be a lonely offline 4 days.
hah.
addiction.

im going to miss you.

10:04 PM

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