we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Tuesday, August 17, 2010

its my lack of motivation to do the same thing that keeps me on the same spot.

its like the law of diminishing marginal utility.
you learn it,its fresh and NEW.
then you continue to learn more of IT,
it gets less new,
and then old.

when you see it again,you dont feel like touching it.

thats what happened for me for maths.
im stuck with at least 5 topics to catch up with.
at least.

drifted a little to change my facebook profile picture.

overall mood today: down in the dumps.
lets chiong it up.

if i could get these reputations from primary school,
i can get better in junior college.

oh and i just remembered.
the prison officer talk today was spectacular.
sucked into every word he said.
do what others do,
do what no others do,
do what no others can do. (or something like that.)

i will fulfill my personal goals.
just watch me.

9:21 PM

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