The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

we always hope for things that dont exist.
I'm standing under a white flag

Thursday, August 19, 2010

To have loved and lost is better than not loving at all.
To feel loved is the best thing of all.

while me and sid were talking to julian today i found out more about myself.
and they found out more about me too.
i remembered the feeling i had when i first came into vjc.

mostly strangers.
if it were you,
and you were with so many strangers,
what would you do?
jump into the pool or watch someone else do it?

since they didnt know me at all,
i realised that i could create any image for myself.
emo kid, hyper boy, average joe.
it was all a mind statement of 'heck care. just do it.'
and i jumped and watched the process.

AFTER i jumped,
i thought:
did anyone think i was a joke?
am i gonna get ostracised?

too bad 'future' myself,
i jumped already so there's no point thinking.

and whee.
i became a leader in my own right.
might not be liked by everyone or accepted,
but i did it.
would you have done it given the situation/opportunity?

Guts.

hmm.
its over for the minor thoughts already.
now acads all the way for 2 years.

oh and my dad bought a second one.

girl called Pika. hope they dont mate. or if they do then someone can adopt it (:



9:14 PM


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