we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Monday, September 13, 2010

always,
during exam periods,
i'll feel really lonely.
because often people are studying alone,
there'll be nobody to talk to.

that also is partly due to my non-studying mode.
or maybe i study when there's nobody studying.
probably the first one.

ah well.

this year,
i hope it will be different.
that i will feel blessed and happy to be studying with friends,
that i will study at home when they are, too,
that i will pass my promos and head to J2 with 4 H2s.

dear parents,
punishing your kids when they do something wrong is definitely the wrong idea.
and thinking your teens and near-18s are kids is a definite no-no.
with this,
you create fear, and unhappiness, and anger.
hey,
you cant blame us teens for being pissed off with everything you do when you only know how to punish and scold and dont know how to reward and treat us.
it's your loss.

8:58 PM

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