we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Sunday, October 17, 2010

when i was out doing pw,
my dad asked my sis and mom about my results today.
then he disallowed me to go to hong kong.
then my family crazy-ed and he withdrew his comment.
and he thinks im spoilt.
and im lazy.

well it is true.
i realise that.
but im trying to get back on track.
heck,
if i didnt try,
i'd already get shit results for O's and go to poly.

think what,
jc very easy score?
very easy adapt?
go in only expect nothing short of A's?
life isnt that fucking simple, dad.
even if i did try,
and i am trying now,
i cant guarantee that i can get like As for A levels.

it's my slackness that brought about my downfall,
and the climb is steeper than the downfall.

and no words that come out of your mouth are going to encourage me to climb.
so just shut up please.
let me climb.
dont hurl shit at me to block my way.

glad that we have a mutual understanding of 'fuck you'.

cant salvage this blogpost.
maybe later.

8:20 PM

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