we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Monday, January 17, 2011

love maroon 5.
why?

they have this solemn sadness that 'life goes on either way'
somehow.

i'm a pyromaniac.
love seeing the form of a flame.
undefined,
colourful,
filled with emotion.

the words i need and want to say never usually come out of my mouth.

maybe it is truly a part of being in jc / school for that matter,
maybe masks are meant to be worn.
feelings meant to be kept,
smiles meant to be given,
to reshape the social outlook of school, friends and family.

the past is meant to be missed
yet not forgotten
while trodding through the current bitterness of life
which will then again become the sweetness of 'before'

like everyone else,
im hiding more than i can imagine.

i want to cry infront of nobody and shout in a void.
beat up a sandbag and kick the dirt.

because nobody will know
and nobody ever will.

9:32 PM

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