The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

we always hope for things that dont exist.
I'm standing under a white flag

Sunday, February 13, 2011

the post before vday.

what to post?

hmm.
my left eye twitched the whole day today since i woke up.
and still twitching.

lost 20+ bucks in blackjack.
my mom's money.

listened to the radio saying about depression signs.
listless, lack of motivation.

thought about some stuff i 'taboo'-ed in my mind.

should i take the safe bet to give up now
or take the risky bet to try and die a horrible death.

choices choices choices.

fuck it,
another same argument.

so if i dont have an answer i cant continue in life?

my vision has been bleak,
it might be bleak.

no point moving forward when all you see is guns all shooting towards you.

so what does it mean if i feel better complaining than to keep it inside?
im whining?

_I_


sometimes i like responsibility because i could have a say.
and i could be heard.



11:10 PM


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