The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

we always hope for things that dont exist.
I'm standing under a white flag

Saturday, March 26, 2011

i like to walk at night,
alone,
on the streets.

i see all sorts of shadows coming out.
under a light,
i love it when i see my shadow appear from my feet.
emerging,
growing bigger and taller.

but when it reaches its peak,
it fades and dies off.

diagonally's the worst.
i yearn to see my shadow yet dont want to turn my head.

today was a purely good and innocent day.
no mindsets involved.
just the real nick han in tampines.

watched a movie.
hilarious,
funny,
enjoyable,

and hopeful.

the fine line between determining whether hope is possible or not is always getting crossed.
i mean,
i felt so good after the show,
that anything was possible.
but all will hit back in time,
harder,
worse.

the difference between reality and hope.

i really dont know.
i dont want to know.
self reflection made me feel so shit.
i did alot of stupid, stupid things and i dont wanna risk any more chances.
it's that path of forgoing the chance even before it's presented to you.
i got no more confidence to overturn a rock,
to flip the card,
to open my fate.
screwed my life over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.

im losing my mind.
losing doesnt cut it.
the only right path i see now is to study hard.

and my night becomes sorrowful once more.



10:38 PM


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