we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Sunday, March 13, 2011

"I think that's me; being easily emotionally attached to people, places and cliques I know.

But what if one day you find that that friend, that place, or that clique is no longer what it was supposed to be or rather, what you thought it was and who you think he/she was, do you still cling on to hope?"

deep down,

i would.

like self-mutilation,

a hopeless struggle for self-acceptance.

i guess that's immaturity for you.

so i guess ill just have to live through it.

because i dont understand whats going on at all.

and i'd rather not move than drop.

9:10 PM

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