The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

we always hope for things that dont exist.
I'm standing under a white flag

Saturday, April 9, 2011

hurray for 500th post!
well, not really.
500 posts of feelings, mostly worry and sadness.

knowledge gap comes in many ways.
when you see a tough question you dont know how to do,
you feel perplexed and wanna skip it or stop doing work altogether.
when you see someone doing better than you,
you can either resent it or work harder.

but nothing will change what was past.

i see many things now,
be it true or untrue.

labels everywhere.
on items,
on people,
on groups,
on actions.

friday was a big labelling system of As and Bs.
wait, that was yesterday.
blame it on my 4 hour nap which i managed to escape from reality.

i told myself that i'd get through it last night.
hope by monday everything will be back to normal.
im better than this.

time to put down everything i feel and think.

that's the point of this 1 day worth of posts idea too.
to put down everything and move on.

i want a big book for my birthday to schedule everything :3



8:22 PM


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