we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Sunday, May 8, 2011

happy birthday to me,

happy birthday to me.

didnt want today to be spectacular,

but it was.

rather.

had a pleasant surprise when Tanz, Huamz, Junhongz, Marcusz, Sidz crashed at 12am!

thanks really.

mixed feelings but it was awesome!

sadly didnt manage to take pictures!

oh and i killed a bigass cockroach.

honestly,

i was kinda afraid but haha heck it!

sexy sikai and sexy honghui and sexy nigel sang me a birthday song on the phone!

HAHAHA damn hilarious i swear,

i kept laughing.

thanks for the fish and co treat!

my birthday wish shall stay in my head.

mixed feelings.

mistakes i wished never happen,

things i wished i never told.

because what was meant to be kept secret didnt.

and trust has been lost in an instant.

i guess it's my fault for not being so analytical,

for being trusting.

lesson learnt.

i want this year to end quickly.

but i want to remember some.

all in all,

a loop of words;

restart;

square one.

happy birthday nick han.

what's most important is whether i can bring me to love myself.

10:54 PM

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