we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Tuesday, September 13, 2011

i think thats why.

that its because the blame shouldnt be put on somebody,

but eventually it unconsciously is.

in this case i think letting go means putting the blame on yourself.

only then will you open up to others again.

hatred could be bred because you didnt want the blame to be upon yourself.

that it's not your fault,

you shouldnt be suffering all this.

it takes two hands to clap,

one to start moving or to show signs of reciprocation.

cant shake off the blame.

i guess moving on means to forgive yourself instead of forgiving others.

self-acceptance, self-awareness.

irony of 'self-centeredness'.

this is the cause of the speechless,

resultant of the blame,

all unconscious of the action,

but aware of the result.

goals are so much easier set elsewhere.

11:26 PM

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