we always hope for things that dont exist.

The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Friday, November 25, 2011

life seems to be rotting away when you dont really find the meaning in doing things you thought you wanted to do.

trying to cover up the lies you gave yourself,

that the pain will be temporary,

construct a mental shield around the life you have lived in and dreamt of,

block after block after block,

episode after episode after episode.

how lei.

this cycle is coming to an end.

solution of either breaking the cycle,

or let it continue.

breaking the cycle is a risk of killing the inner me though.

i guess let it continue.

to do:
post As plan.
people plan.
set.
go.

12:40 AM

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