The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Thursday, December 15, 2011

long day.
woke up at 12 cause i was tired.
okay i need to start sleeping school-time-early.
like 10pm.
but i tend to prioritise friends and family over sleep.
which... technically isnt healthy right.
anyway u guys who (i know) who read my blog are under the group family. (:
those upstairs are... obligations.
but im still grateful for them for bringing me up.

and then i reached newton at an early time of 1.20pm even though i thought i left quite late.
ended up waiting for sikai until 2pm.
sigh. again.
i think this can be considered like under some gambling addiction or what.
if i dont wait for him these past few years ill probably have saved an enormous amount of time for other things.

..anyways.
went to job training and it was quite cool,
probably wont remember all the info but ill try to remember them as i go along.
this job pays quite well,
and pays half pay for this job training too.
quite cool.
so yup.
and im working there tomorrow with fii and sikai for lunch shift.
then saturday evening shift for event.
sorry gotta pangseh violin teacher.
but cmon u changed it to saturday first : |

then awesome (and $$$) dinner with the family! (or thats what i think i shall call them for now)
haha i really feel like a random family member here.
comfortable and cool.
(Y)
love ya guys.
and grats weiting for the new camera!
really love that olympus P3 or something.
looks like some vintage camera PLUS CAN CHANGE LENS PLUS CLEAR IMAGES
omg rocks.
oh and the video function!
damn i always regretted buying my 50D instead of the 500D, lost the video function.
ah well but dont need to buy the high quality memory card for HD videos.
at least.

like i told james,
my memory really soggy liao.
cannot remember alot of shit.
can remember the date is booked but dunno for what.
time to sync google calendars and pen down every appointment i have on iphone calendar.
and every thought i have on blog.

need more sleep sigh.

tanz asked me,
why so wary,
when will i lax about thinking so much.

when will i ever be?
these thoughts put my life pretty much tidied, i guess.
the physical life.
mental life is just draining.
thats why i always fantasize that people would willingly be there with me.
burden shared = burden halved.
..not really.
just that i get someone to talk to and lighten my mental stress.
life still moves on at the same pace.

oh well. a stressed life is a fulfilling life i guess.
havent gotten a day to myself.
the only day which i had nearly the whole day to myself was saturday? or sunday?
ended up going to david's house for no reason in the afternoon and slacking / play.

really really physically tired.