The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Thursday, February 23, 2012

"I think most of us are living our lives purely for the sake of earning money. (Captain Obvious haha) Which I feel really defeats the purpose of life before going back into army or studying for the girls."
 

"Talking about hating, I think these few weeks I've been living with too much anger within me. It's tormenting me. It's time to let some stuffs go, not because they matter but because you need to love instead of hate. (Lesson learnt from dramas haha)

You know they say you live by faith not by sight, faith in religion. To me, I believe I have mentioned this before, I'm a freethinker but I do believe in the presence of a God. But, faith holds a different significance for me. Faith means putting your faith in that single person to hold you together. I might have lost her, but I'm sure I'm gonna find her back, slowly but definitely."

 

dont know why but i've been feeling rather erratic these days too.

maybe its being too uptight about life, and earning money,

making ends meet.

 

its like a primary instinct luh,

fulfill monetary needs before anything else.

like how yesterday my sole concern was money,

playing the gigs for 2 hours while spending the whole day at ITE.

dropped by sis' place later and worked too.

but that was because they needed help.

all in all the 4 hour work at my sis place earned my day's spending i guess.

 

oh and i met korean dudes, so cool.

shall post their pics on fb soon.

blessed to have this 5-hours-in-4-days gigs which will earn me some considerable money.

 

 

and back to topic,

money should definitely be secondary to what one wants to do with life.

who's to judge if you were to do something you like for your life, regardless of the pay?

 then again i guess im not that pure,

money should be taken into consideration to at least make ends meet.

 

that's probably why i dont want to commit monthly schedules to go work at USS.

 

re-arranged my blog tabs.

i dont set bookmarks because that's rather a hassle;

i load it on firefox and close it, so when it opens my tabs are saved.

so firefox's my blog viewer and chrome's my main internet browser.

(cause chrome is relatively faster and more efficient because of its separated tab processes. heh.)

geek.

but anyway re-arranging;

equivalent to re-arranging people-priorities.

people i used to care about are.. not as worth it anymore.

well that's life,

people change.

and i'll change along with their changes.

 

looking forward to recording this song with @RW

violin sounds extremely similar to the D D C#D D ringing sound.

need to test out my old violin soon.

G F#, G F# F# D E D issit.

 

spending my free time blogging instead of practicing..

sorry dr.

i really do want to be a better violinist but i think i cant let go of these.. yet.

bleh still in a bad mood.