The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Saturday, March 10, 2012

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere

"Had a chat with my mom's friend this morning. She asked whether I've got any girlfriend. And I realised I do not intend to get one anytime soon because my future needs to be secure before I can secure someone else's. Who knows maybe I won't get married at all and just devote my time to giving back as much as I can to the society. Isn't it more meaningful than engaging in relationship problems and having family issues. I'm not sure. Right now, I think this way. I am not even anywhere near financially capable. So it won't work out anyway. "

that being said,
its hard not to think about it.


sometimes i think that,
others are just that more hardworking,
that more talented than me,
and the bridging gap is too big to chase up to.

i still remember school,
jc life,
i was just frantically trying to catch up with my classmates,
but life wasnt that simple,
and my commitment wasnt enough.
or was it just not exceeding the rest.

the time and effort that i have lost,
will forever be lost,
and the only way to catch up is to put in more effort than others.
seeing so clearly,
i just dont get it why i cant apply myself towards my goals.

with that much said,
should life be looked upon in that perspective?
or the one where we'll land up to our goals eventually, at our own pace.
it just seems like a consolation-positive-thought.

sigh. why must life be this sarcastic,
where one fully comprehends the situation at hand and yet doesnt solve it.

"it's funny how you can tell someone likes someone else, but you can't tell if someone likes you."


draw something is really therapeutic.
i want to unlock all the colours and just draw a perfect drawing.
the marvel in technology where you can get your colours and erasers..
which tempted me to buy those wacom tablets long ago..
but no money.

sigh and sigh and sigh.

adele's voice sets my soul at peace....
for now