The Fray - Absolute

Ive seen this one before, the girl she gets away
Everybody knows it but no one tries to stop it
Cause she barely even knows him but if she could see inside
Everything is quiet as she waits to tell him who she is

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

Its a kiss sits upon on her lips that waits for planes and battle ships
She wants to be a dancer and he has got a picture
On his wall and its a sailor in a new port every night
Yet man was born to trouble like sparks fly upwards innocent

Is this all we get to be absolute

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

All we are and all we want
40 years come and gone
All we are in photographs
Will never be taken

Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want you here
Quiet but Im sure there is something here
Tell me everything cause I want to hear

I'm standing under a white flag
Saturday, March 3, 2012

today just feels damn surreal.

i should just recap from the stayover.

so we went to amanda's house to stay the night and relieve the non-existent stress then,
5 of us + her,
and nothing much really happened.
it was so stony and all and i almost bored myself to death, if not for my laptop.

AND I REALLY DAMN HATE THE SNEEZING.
had been sneezing NON STOP from last night to like 9pm today (where i bathed).
it was so bad i could smell blood in my nose.
the blood vessel almost burst probably.

so the stayover was..
like that.
bashed people up because it was really boring and i was restless..
lol sorry.

then went to eat a stressful lunch with the coogang,
well..
yeah stressful's the word.

met alot of people,
familiar faces.

and the 1 hour tedious and restless and still wait of results from 2pm to 3pm,
i really felt damn happy and clapped for those with so many As.
it gave me hope,
that i could be one of them.

...ya right.

then my results game,
i totally still blur like sotong after i receive.
cannot digest sia.
i think evening / now just nice digest only.
ok la quite decent i guess.

really wanna thank everyone i know at this point because its really not my credit at all.
thanks to the coolgang to stress me to study.
thanks to the teachers for helping me even though i was clearly slacking / not working hard enough.
thanks to my cca who brought me loads of fun and passion.
thanks to my classmates who now share a stronger bond than most.
thanks to my bros who stayed with me the whole jc way,
thanks to my friends who entertained me, stayed with me, talked to me, met me and made my day.
all of you really make my day today worthwhile.

 i told myself before,
i wanted to live for my friends.
might have been a stupid decision,
but luckily for me,
thank god (wherever, whoever, whatever the god)
that my friends are diamonds.

im just feeling so blessed now,

and at the same time extremely worried for some friends who dont feel content with their results.
what can i do to help..

but whatever the case,
life moves on.

gotta find my path in life now.
here goes nothing.

thank you vjc,
im certain now that i had chosen the right choice to appeal in then.
and nothing gives better satisfaction than feeling secure.